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  Dedication

  To everyone who’s ever felt plain, ordinary, and not special in any way. You are special, and uniquely wonderful.

  Contents

  Cover

  Title Page

  Dedication

  Prologue

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Epilogue

  Acknowledgments

  About the Author

  Also by Caroline Linden

  Copyright

  About the Publisher

  Prologue

  1817

  If Hugh Deveraux’s father had taught him anything, it was how to keep up a good face even when everything was going wrong.

  Unfortunately Hugh did not realize this until his father was dead, and he discovered how very, very wrong things had gone.

  It certainly shouldn’t have been that way. Joshua Deveraux, sixth Earl of Hastings, seemed blessed from birth in every way. No adversity could shake his good humor or dull his ready wit, and as a result he was adored, even marveled at, by his somber, serious family. He grew into a legendary bon vivant, a striking contrast to his reserved father and grandfather. He had a way with people that won him praise and admiration from his peers and subordinates alike. Where his ancestors had viewed it as a sacred duty to marry an heiress and build the family fortunes, Joshua insisted on wedding a girl he loved, who had great beauty and charm but a small dowry. He even inherited his title and considerable estate while still young and very handsome, and was henceforth regarded as possibly the most fortunate man in Britain.

  Hugh certainly grew up thinking so. Unlike other sons, he was raised at his father’s knee, and there was no one he admired more. His mother was kind and loving, too, but his father was even more—clever, boisterous, energetic, and never angry. When Hugh got into scrapes and mishaps as a lad, his mother would reproach him with tears, but his father would thump him on the back and take him for a thrilling ride across the countryside. No sense moping about what’s done, he’d say; chin up and face forward.

  It was only when his father died that Hugh realized his father’s good nature had concealed a few intractable flaws. Joshua had loved his wife and children deeply, but he’d never imposed the slightest economy or restraint on them. He raised his son to be master of a great estate, as he himself had been raised, but he never made Hugh privy to the books and accounts of that estate. And while everyone knew—in an indulgent, admiring sort of way—that the earl was far from miserly, no one suspected the truth until his death at the age of fifty-eight.

  Bilious indigestion, declared the doctor over the deathbed.

  Guilt, thought Hugh grimly, two days later.

  Joshua, it turned out, had been unlike his careful, dutiful father and grandfather in nearly every way. Instead of building the family wealth, he had spent it—all of it. Nothing had been put aside for his daughters’ dowries, and his wife’s jointure was pathetically small. Not only had he omitted the most elementary steps to preserving his wealth, Joshua had been generous to every wastrel friend in need, spent prodigiously on art and horses and houses, wagered and lost extravagantly, and generally frittered away one of the largest fortunes in Britain. And no one had had any idea.

  “The good news, my lord, is that the mortgages are quite reasonable,” added the attorney, in what could only be called poor consolation.

  Hugh’s fingers had long since gone numb. They had curled into fists as Mr. Sawyer laid out his threadbare circumstances over the last hour. “So I own a grand estate, but haven’t a farthing to maintain it.”

  Mr. Sawyer hesitated. “A very hard way of viewing it . . . but yes, rather true.”

  He eased his hands flat and spread them on the desk. A very fine desk, made by Chippendale for his grandfather, the fifth earl. Grandfather had believed in buying quality. Hugh had to breathe deeply to keep from cursing at some length. “How much of the estate is entailed?”

  “Oh, all of it,” replied the attorney. “Your father took care to renew the tails, as he should have done.”

  “Which means I cannot sell anything,” Hugh said softly.

  “Er . . . no,” said Mr. Sawyer. He was quiet for a moment, then said with more optimism, “But your lordship is young and hale and, if I might say so, quite a handsome man. There are bound to be any number of heiresses—”

  Hugh shoved away from the desk so hard his chair almost toppled over behind him. At the last second he caught it. Also by Chippendale. He couldn’t afford to damage the chair; he might have to sell it to feed his mother and sisters. “In other words,” he bit out, “I must do what my father didn’t—retrench, practice every economy, and marry a girl with a fortune.”

  Mr. Sawyer coughed delicately. “It would be prudent, sir.”

  Hugh slashed one hand through the air. “Go.”

  The man blinked, then collected his papers. “Of course, my lord. I shall be available when you—”

  “You’re sacked. Don’t come back.”

  The attorney blanched, but didn’t argue. Hugh seethed as the man bowed out of the room. Sawyer must have known, for several years, that the late earl was spending far more than he could afford. Obviously he hadn’t stopped it, but neither had he ever whispered a word of warning in Hugh’s ear.

  A thought struck him. Did his mother know? The countess was in deep mourning, her eyes still red from weeping every day. Hugh thought of his parents together, of his father laughing and teasing his mother, and realized this was the last thing he would have told her. However feckless he had been, the late earl had adored his wife and wouldn’t have wanted to alarm her.

  Which meant Hugh would have that happy task.

  His shoulders slumped at the prospect. First she had lost the love of her life, and now he was about to take away her security and possibly her home. Because there was no way he could maintain all the Hastings properties on the funds he had left. The income from them couldn’t come close; not only had his father been spending capital for years, he had done very little to make his lands productive. His estates were covered with acres of graceful lawns and perfectly maintained thickets, with ponds and temples and follies. Not farms or mines or anything that produced income.

  When Hugh had asked about that, wondering why other estates were more constricted, Joshua had laughed. “Who wants to ride around fields of wheat? All those farms are so damned ugly. So many fields one may not ride across.” Like an idiot, Hugh had accepted this answer and even felt appreciation for it the next time he took a rousing ride through those wide-open fields and woods.

  Obviously all that would have to change, but it would take time and capital, two things he was suddenly quite short of.

  A tap at the door started him out of his thoughts. His sister Edith slipped inside. “Are you done?” she asked. “I saw Mr. Sawyer leave.”

  He exhaled. “Yes, he’s gone.” And may the devil take him.

  Edith came across the room and touched his hand. “Was he very dreadful?”r />
  Hugh’s mouth twisted wryly. “Aren’t all lawyers?”

  She laughed, but quieted almost immediately. “I wish Papa hadn’t died.”

  “I know.” Hugh put his arm around his sister and kissed the top of her head. Edith was beautiful and petite, like their mother, and far too young to be burdened with this. His father had protected his wife and daughters from every unpleasantness, and in that much, Hugh wanted to emulate his father, at least for a while.

  Of course, if his father hadn’t died, what would they have done? Hugh closed his eyes as the answer became apparent. The estate would have been mortgaged even more heavily and bled to the bone. Another five or ten years and Hugh might have inherited a far more desperate circumstance than he faced now—and with every likelihood that he wouldn’t have had any more warning.

  “Mama has been weeping in front of Papa’s portrait for an hour,” Edith said softly. “Can we do something to divert her? Shall we go to Rosemere?”

  Rosemere was the estate in Cornwall. It was quiet and beautifully idyllic, and it would be a wonderful place for the countess to recover from her heartache. It had been his father’s favorite home, the one he had rebuilt—at tremendous expense—and renamed for Hugh’s mother, a token of his great love for her. If his mother could be happy anywhere, it would be at Rosemere.

  But it cost the earth to maintain all these houses. Sawyer had laid out the estate accounts in grim detail, and the expenses were crippling. Hugh realized the best thing to do was put the grandest properties into Holland covers until he could find tenants for them, and retreat to the most economical home.

  Ironically, and unfortunately, that was the London house. His father hadn’t liked London, so the Hastings house near St. James’s Square was comparatively modest. It had been leased the last few years, but was empty at the moment. It would be dreadful to go to London in mourning, but his sisters were almost old enough for their debuts—assuming he could afford to launch them properly. If Edith and Henrietta made decent marriages, at least they would be settled and secure. It would be vital to conceal all hints of poverty, of course, further proof that he couldn’t tell his family how badly off they were.

  There were even more reasons London was ideal. Hugh had been raised as a gentleman, with no profession or even much education of anything practical. But he was good at one thing, something his father had approved of as very aristocratic, something he could do without attracting any notice. London teemed with gaming establishments and gambling men. If he cut his expenses as much as possible and enjoyed modest luck at the tables, he could keep them afloat until he contracted marriage to an heiress.

  Because that really was his only option. Everything was entailed, and auctioning off every stick of furniture and every portrait on the walls would only be a temporary windfall. He had to find a bride, as wealthy as possible, and the best place to do that . . .

  He hugged Edith a little tighter. “Not Rosemere. I was thinking of London.”

  Chapter 1

  1819

  Greenwich

  Elizabeth Cross had grown up as the lady of the house.

  Her mother died when she was three, giving birth to the baby brother Eliza had begged for. A week after Susannah Cross died, so did that tiny boy, whom Eliza had called Flopsy. When she was older she learned his proper name had been Frederick, after her grandfather, but at the time she cried for Flopsy and for Mama, and gave her second favorite toy to be buried with them. And from then on, it was just Eliza and Papa.

  Her papa was a very busy man, but Eliza was the center of his world. He wanted her to have the best of everything and was determined that she would grow up knowing important things, things her mother would have taught her. “You should be a real lady, like your mother,” he would insist, even though Mrs. Cross had only been a baronet’s daughter and therefore not a born lady.

  As a child Eliza constantly worried that she was falling short, but when she would anxiously inquire if she were becoming more like a lady, Papa would reply that she was doing splendidly, and he must do better to find someone who could teach her what she needed to know.

  Eliza tried her best to learn, first from her governess, then from her teachers at Mrs. Upton’s Academy for Young Ladies, then from the companion hired to help launch her into society. By the time she was nineteen, she was confident that she could hold her own with any duchess when it came to serving tea, arranging flowers or planning a menu, or choosing the most stylish gown.

  But she was equally as confident that she would always be considered a nouveau riche upstart by the London society her father was so determined to impress. Edward Cross had made his considerable fortune speculating in shares of hemp and iron and lead, all desperately needed by the British Navy during the wars. No matter how elegantly she dressed or how superbly she danced, nothing would ever erase the fact that her dowry was due to trade. She was an heiress—and quite a rich one at that—but not remotely a lady.

  To draw a horde of aristocratic suitors, the sort who could elevate her to the social status her father craved, a girl needed three things: beauty, connections, and money. Eliza knew she was no beauty, and she had no noble connections. And really, she thought that if she could only have one of those three things, money was certainly the best. Even if she never married or attended a single society ball, she would still have a safe home, enough to eat, and means to provide for her dog.

  The dog was more important to her than the home and food. Willy was a puppy when she found him walking home from the village. He’d been just a tiny ball of straggly black-and-white fur, hiding under a forsythia bush, but he crept right out when Eliza went down on her knees and reached out her hand. He arched into her hand as she petted his head, and her heart melted into a little puddle of love. She carried him home in her arms, considering all manner of grand names for him.

  Papa was not especially pleased to see the puppy. “A mutt,” he said when Eliza showed him.

  “He’s a baby,” she said. “And so sweet.” The little tail thumped against her side like a heartbeat. He snuggled in the crook of her arms as if he were home. Eliza kissed his head and smiled.

  Papa grunted. “What if someone comes looking for him?”

  “No one will. He was waiting for me.” Without waiting for his answer, she walked out and by the time dinner was served, the puppy had been washed, fed, and provided with a plush sleeping basket in Eliza’s own room. There were disadvantages to being an only child, responsible for the household, but there were also distinct advantages, namely that Eliza tended to get whatever she wanted. No one said a word about getting rid of Willy from then on.

  And Eliza found herself very content with her life. Papa was a restless sort, always out and about either on business or manly pursuits. He was still a relatively young man, very fit and hale, and Eliza suspected he kept a mistress, a widowed lady who lived in Portland Place in London. But that left her free to do as she pleased. Every fortnight she went into London to shop and take tea with her two dearest friends, Lady Georgiana Lucas and Sophie Campbell, whom she’d known since they met as girls at Mrs. Upton’s Academy. She took long walks with Willy and visited the lending library in Greenwich. She helped out at the church, visiting the parishioners with her friend Belinda Reeve, the vicar’s wife, and she could spend many happy hours pottering about her garden.

  The only sore spot was the fact that she remained unmarried, without a suitor in sight. While Eliza was coming to accept, deep down, that she would end up as one of those rich old ladies with a pack of dogs—she hoped to be quite an eccentric—her father was not nearly so sanguine about the prospect.

  “I thought lap dogs were something only married ladies had,” said Papa at breakfast.

  “Really?” Willy was lying obediently at Eliza’s feet. He was a very well-behaved dog, as long as there was the chance of something tasty to eat. Eliza liked to reward good behavior. She slipped him a bit of bacon. “He didn’t ask if I were married before jumping into
my arms and coming home with me, so I doubt that’s true.”

  “A lady ought to be out dancing with gentlemen, not feeding her breakfast to a dog.”

  Eliza rolled her eyes and fed Willy another small bite of bacon. “Yet more proof that I am not a lady.”

  “But you could be. You should be.” Papa’s brows lowered as he chewed, looking like a man working furiously at a problem. “If you would only—”

  “Papa.” She put down her cup and fixed a severe look on him. “Stop.”

  He grunted, but let the subject drop. Willy, energized by the bacon, jumped up and began sniffing around the floor under the breakfast table.

  “I thought we agreed the little beast would stay in the garden,” said Papa.

  “It’s raining.” But Eliza pointed at the basket in the corner. Willy’s ears sank, and he gave her a tragically sad look. Eliza kept pointing and finally Willy heaved a sigh and trotted to his basket. He settled his head on the edge and continued to watch her with alert brown eyes.

  “Dogs don’t mind a trifling spot of rain. He’d go right out if I tossed a bit of kidney out the door.” Papa speared a piece on his fork and cocked his head. Willy’s ears went up.

  “Papa.” Eliza frowned. “Don’t tease him.”

  “I’m not teasing. I’d really throw it.” Papa ate the kidney and put down his fork.

  Eliza gave him a stern glance and changed the subject. “Sophie asked me to tea with her and Georgiana the day after tomorrow,” she said. She had tea regularly with her friends, but always reminded her father. “And Mrs. Reeve sent her regrets that she and Mr. Reeve cannot dine with us tomorrow after all.”

  “Good news on both counts,” said Papa with pleasure.

  “Mrs. Reeve is a very kind lady.” Eliza noticed her father’s cup was almost empty, and she poured more coffee for him, adding a drop of cream, as he liked it. “If you would simply make a donation to the church, Mr. Reeve would cease asking.” Mr. Reeve was the vicar, and not as gentle-mannered as his wife.